Friday, September 5, 2008

A Good Report!!!!

Well we went to Birmingham to let the doctor's poke on Jadyn some more, and the cyst wasn't a cyst afterall!!!! We do, however, have another doctor's appointment in Montgomery on October 1st. They are going to run a camera through a cath to check and see if there is some urinary reflux going on. For the most part she is doing great.

I bought this wonderful book on forgiveness last week when I was picking up Jadyn's medicine. It is How to Forgive When You Don't Feel Like Forgiving. I can't even explain the amount of insight that I have gained from this book. I most assuredly have some forgiving to do. And I don't just mean Vandell (the girl's father) and my father, I mean myself too. There is such a blessing that you will receive by forgiving. How can I hold back forgiveness of others when I was completely forgiven through Christ? I have always known that forgiveness was a choice, that it wasn't based on your feelings. I just have never had big, hurtful issues to forgive. The past few years I have pushed it all to the back of my mind, and it has stayed there. I have built a wall around those feelings, and they have become a burden that has become toooooo heavy for me to carry around any longer.