Thursday, January 29, 2009

Prayer Request

Isabella is learning so fast. She is climbing on tables and getting into everything. I know how parents of twins must feel. Two! getting to everything in two different directions at the same time. Morgan and Bella have learned how to tag team me. They absolutely wear me out.



I am so ready to get back to teaching. I feel like no one is behind me in my quest to regain my independence, though. There are some that point out how bad the teaching job situation is right now and suggest that it would be better to sit still right now. There is some family members that let me know all of the bad things, according to them, that I do, especially if it doesn't benefit them. I do my best to help in any way I can, but it doesn't seem to be enough. I guess I am just frustrated at my situation right now, and I have to be patient to get to the place that I want to be. If you know me then you know that I am a very patient person. Very Patient. I just wish that my life didn't require quite so much patience. I prayed for patience once in college, and I guess I am being tested in that area. I have been trying to get in school for about a year now. There has either been the issue of of money or transportation. I haven't seemed to have both at the same time. I pray that it will come together this summer. I just need someone on my side. And logically I know that Christ is always on my side. That He has my back at every turn in the bend, but a lot of times I feel all alone in my quest.

I want my life to be consumed by Christ. I want to get up in the morning thinking on His will, go through the day thinking about His will, and go to sleep thinking on His will. My weak human nature must be sacrificed for His glory. All who read this, the one or two that do, please pray that I continually, actively seek God's will, and apply it to my life no matter how hard it may be.